My tarot reading did say spirituality was in front of me.

SADHANA

"YOUVE GOT TO BE QUIET INSIDE TO DO

THAT KIND OF PHOTOGRAPHY

IT'S VERY EASY TO "PHOTOGRAPH"

INANIMATE OBJECTS'- LIKE OTHER PEOPLE

BUT : TURN THE LENS RIGHT IN ON

THE VERY STUFF YOURE HIDING IN

SHOOT THE CAMERA THIS WAY!

VERY POWERFUL STUFF!

SO ALL I CAN DO ALL THE TIME IS TO

COOL MYSELF OUT

THAT'S ALL I'M DOING - NOTHING BUT

SADHANA

IF SOMEBODY SAYS : WHAT DO YOU DO, MAN?

I SAY : I DO SADHANA

SURE, BUT DON'T YOU LECTURE?

SURE, LECTURING HAPPENS BUT

I'M DOING MY SADHANA

THIS TRIP IS HELPING ME GET FREE OF MY EGO.

BECAUSE: IF I GET FREE OF MY EGO

WE ALL GET FREE OF OUR EGO

BECAUSE: THAT'S THE WAY THE TRIP WORKS

BECAUSE: WE'RE ALL THE SAME BEING AND

THAT'S THE PROBLEM- WE CAN ONLY MOVE AS

FAST AS WE ALL CAN MOVE..

YOU CAN HEAR THIS MESSAGE ONLY AS PURELY AS

I AM PURE. THAT'S THE WAY IT BOILS DOWN-

I CAN RESONATE WITH YOU IN THE HIGHEST PLACE

I AM

SO : I CAN DO NOTHING FOR YOU BUT

WORK ON MYSELF....

YOU CAN DO NOTHING FOR ME BUT

WORK ON YOURSELF! "

page 44 of Be Here Now by Baba Ram Dass

thanks be to Matthew's Uncle Bruce for leaving behind boxes of books for my husband to carry forward so that I might find them on my path to wherever.

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i have decided on a profession

After careful consideration, I have decided to teach myself how to fix typewriters. I know where to find a repair manual and need only find the the correct tools. I plan on becoming the mid west typewriter specialist. Finding, fixing, and selling. or giving. If you really need one, I will probably give you one. If you really love it, I will probably take your picture with it before you two gallop off into the sunshine. Another happy customer.

on becoming the black bird and embracing wabi sabi

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Typewriter repair

I want to share something with you. When I read this (the following quote is totally taken from a person on a forum discussing typewriters) I imagine the piece the person is describing, it's weight, it's feeling in my hand, and then connecting it with another piece, etc. Try it here, no. Rotate, here, nope. And eventually, when you spin two pieces around in your hands enough, a pattern emerges. Clicks into place. You instantly know how to do this the next time. The connection is made and there is no hesitation. You have learned how to feel out a portion of metal in your bare hands. I see gears, I watch them shift. And again, and again. I imagine what tool is behind the scene, making this happen. But in reality, I am still in the beginning stages of understanding a machine I find to be the most beautiful and useful. The near and dear. dismantled, ready for repair What I am saying is I really do not know what the piece looks like or how much room it takes up in my pa

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